astralize me, cap'n!

i feel so..wierd rigt about now. its a good feeling; i havent felt it in so long..its nice. well for all the things that need worked out..i hope they work out nice. heh its da truth
i sure can wait for school.
want to know something? dont understand something? ask mee! if theres anything i dont know, the century book of facts is sure to know it. yes i know you could just ask jeeves all your questions..but jeeves wont feel any better if you ask him. cause he's a machine and all. so yeah
well gojira is an awesome band; you should most deffinately check them out. i doubt youll regret using the minute or so it takes to do so.
hmmm i wanna go to bed now
nightynight!
eye hart ewe bryan :O

im not happy with blogger

first they sold out to google, and now the addresses for blogger blogs are wierd..and stuff..grrrr
well im not all itchy no mo
i gave madonna a hair cut and trimmed her nails
i was talking to jack, and he's really cool and i hope we can be good friends =3 (cuz ya just cant have enough of those)
im pretty tired. i wish casey would get on so i could ask him if he's upset with mee cuz thats what it seems like cuz i was all wierd the other night. i dont know why; it was all just so wierd..eh
issues..but not enough tissues
guess ill go now. first to rs for a little more then bed. sweet dreams all!

music of the stars

its what merlin was obsessed with..
well im reading the elegant universe again, and this line made me think: "..particle properties in string theory are the manifestation of one and the same physical feature: the reasonant patternes of vibration-the music, so to speak- of fundamental loops of string."
because people talk about music being in everything and stuff..if everything is indeed nothing more than vibrations, i dunno..it made me think alot and it seems neat. i cant describe it yet..

liz viscious' "plans" for the future

well i still cant find the text editing thing..ell well. i like the bands korn and slipknot now. i cant think of anything much to say. i wanted to do something, so i think thats what im going to do. i wanted to do this for a while on the blog or not, but i though hey this would be kinda neat to blog so i will. i have so many hopeful plans for the future that i decided to write them down.

im definitely going to go to college; im pretty sure either for cooking, physics, hotel management or possibly even foreign affairs.

id love to have my own hotel/restaurant/inn, but it requires staying there so i dunno.
i loove physics, but i have no ide what career id go into with that so maybe ill just do it on the side or something.
i have a little dream of being in the un so that where the foreign affairs comes in.
id also ove to have a career in agriculture or in the navy.
i always wanted to be vagabond, so that a large possibility. id travel all around the u.s with a back pack or something with little things in it, and id stick to backroads and stuff. occaisionaly id settle down to save up some money then move on, and someday id permanently settle down.
whatever i do, i am deffinately going to travel alot.
if somehow a special somebody stays in my life, i dont think it will effect much except my roaming dreams, but i hope not cause i want kids but not somebody to raise them with me preferably.

ok thats all for now

i need a woman...

well im downstate on a unstable connection, as some of you may know...i had a post earlier that may have been worth reading, but then it disconnected and shut out all the windows, of course. so im gonna hurry. i bought a new tamagotchi and named him rocko :D.
i miss everyone real bad..i wish i could come up for the forth, but no-one is willing to take me up. makes me kinda sad..
i feel really wierd. maybe its cause i havent taken my pills in a while..i dont wan them anymore. feeling like that is just to wierd for me; id explain more but im afraid this will close out.
well i hope i come back soon..peace out!

a culture isnt a civilization untill it has architecture

theres been alot onmy mind lately..i wish i could write it all down, but its in a tizzy and i cant. maybe i'll actually write it on paper. who knows. summer is boring yet good to me. i have a sweet tan =D
ive been having real good dreams lately. because of one of them i now love a certain george..but anyway. i wish we'd get a tornado. i really like them. theyre one of (or the) last things man doesnt know about on earth; all the things youve heard are theories. they might be somewhat true, but there are instances where they just dont work. i want to know more about them...
i hope people feel better. nobody that i know of deserves to feel blue.
good-night!

ugh

oh boy...summer...im glad that i dont have to worry about schoolwork. but, i dunno...
anyway. my legs are all cramped up and its extremely uncomfortable. casey officialy broke my heart, but i'll get over it. who needs love when you have...drugs! im going to practice and get good at digging holes and making it look like nothing ever happened. cuz. i wanna ferret reeaally bad. i had a dream about one last night, which made this want even stronger. ergh.
today was really fun. i hung out with sheldon after shool till bout 3:30, then went to joe's cause they were locking up the school. funfun.
im going insane already and summer isnt a day old.

its cakeface

feed it! make it FAT!

i have an unhealthy obsession with runescape

ive thought about it...and i think im a bit too obsessive. not like ocd, cause thats like daily ritual stuff. maybe a better word is attached...like me with kyle, eating and runescape. i cant get enough, or in *his* case i cant seem to get over him. eh.
today was good; i got plenty of time to do work down by the loveshack. ive got a few ideas; its going to look so good down there. i wanna have a tea-party really bad, but i dont think anybody is willing to just sit down to drink tea and talk for an hour or so. well maybe a few...heheh im going to organize tea-parties. im such a looser.
BRIAN!!
well its in there, isnt it?
well im off cause cheryl just pulled in.
peace!