the song last kiss comes to mind. my love thank god hasnt died yet, but still...somehow it describes how i feel. hm. ne way. i cant beleive how much my under-nails bled today. usually theres just a little squirt. shit i forgot to take a shower...well getting sad again so ill leave before it changes to anger (bleh).

ahhh so confused...

im not sure how i feel, but its almost confusion...err not very pleasant. *he* isnt helping much either, but i guess its for the best for now.

xyfdg

went to the mall to-day. was fun. bought stuff. now am angry. and cold. T_T

x-mas

today was quite luscious. brigg&nicole and josh&teresa came over. it was awesome, not to mention the presents. teehee. ne way. im bored. my hands are dry and crackly. my toe hurts, but i can move and feel it by now. im gonna have gas for 10 years because last night me and my dad ate about a pound and a half of shrimp between us, and i ate twice that much today. oh but it was so good. i miss everybody...so to all who read this, if i know you in any way shape or form, hi and hapy holidays. i was going to post a christmas special on my deviantart, but i forgot so itll be a late one tomorow. i cant wait till new years. im a goin to sara's for a new years party, and it is going to be the shiz. it was originally just going to be females there, but then her parents said it would be ok if sheldon came so yay. today was good. now i feel a sudden urge to find more awesome friends. ok bye alls.

omg! its herspephenie herspepherspepher!

i hugger steph to-day and it was quite possibly the most luscious experience i ever had. ill have to do that more often. yes, that is a grand idea. i. pretty sure i broke my toe again. i say pretty sure cause it might just hurt like a bitch and be able to move where it couldnt before (with the assistance of my hand ofcorse cause i cant move the bugger my myself) cause of the nazis. haha theres even a little bump which might be misplaced bone, or it might be a mini-chip for future analisis of my behaviour. who nose. i mean knows. omg i just had somehting to say but then forgot again. wow. ah i think ill leave now to enjoy thing. gn

yawn

tired. i was just got done watching 'a christmas story' and it was as always quite refreshing. im bored. i am probably tomorow going to post some pics of me with my new hair for those of us who havent seen it. well i dont know what else to say except that i miss everyone...just kep that in mind the next time you say 'oh nobody loves me...*boohoohoo*'. just had to get that off my ch-ch-chest. speaking of chest i jusy have to exclaim to thw world how nice i feel now that i have my bra off. some-body should im me cough*pile_of_pickles*cough ok good night to all, and to all a good night i guess. /hinthint/

i put no title...haha. i got back from downstate to-day. the concert was beyond awesome, although when we first went to get our seats, i almost puked cause it freaked me out so much. (details not included) i got some christmas presents too that were nice. ha i should be typing my sister's thing right now but i dont necessarily want to. anybody else wanna? ill probably mess it up. i got some (2) cds to-day. i find it amusing that i only went to that store(hot topic{which sounds like hot chocolate}) how many times and i never reallized they sold cds. either that or they just put them in, but i really doubt that. okay im gonna take a break. okay break's over. not sure what else to say. okay goodnight.

chjjhv

im here at school, so i got to make this quick. mom wont let me on the pooper at home (till wed) sooo i dont know...ok im gonna go now cause i dont know what to say. byes

i heart you t

i just heard 'staying alive' and immediatly thought of my wittle sheldon-poos and thought i would dedicate a portion of my post to how much i heart him.

/dedication

i feel like adding photos to my my-space (haha that always cracks me up) i am now also rather addicted. thanks joe i think it's contagious. but anyway. to-day in english me and jenna copied out a bunch of pictures and gir paper dolls and sometime this weekend i am going to print out all sorts of outfits for them. yayayay. i crave stimulation

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i was going to say yawn, but then i reallized i wasnt tired, but just...nm. im not sure why i put groan. maybe i should put something else...there i just made it blank. now you can amuse yourself by putting in random words that should actually be stating how i feel but are senseless randomness. earlier this day (i should probably say last night) before supper, at like quarter till 6 or something, i lied down on my mom's bed not reallizing i would fall asleep and wake up at this ungodly hour. i woke up about a half hour ago incase you were interested. i decided immediatly to read some blogs seeing as there was no-one online to talk to...which obviously branched off into other things. i must say that i am feeling exceptionally good at the moment and really wish that i could do something with this nice little feeling. it somewhat feels like the warm and fuzzy i am often talking about, but better. i got this bulletin on myspace from diane, and i didn't reply to it in all truth...but it still was quite interesting. okay i'm going to go now. bye i love you all (some more than others)

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i need someone to support me...i feel terrible. mmf. haha i just spent like 5 minutes writing this huge post just complaining but then i erased it all cause sam has so valiantly tried to make me stop...so here yah go. speaking of haha after gym we over-heard morey and sister mimcoe talking about me...i didnt hear their exact words but they were probably 1. complaining about how i do absolutely nothing and bruce and co do all my work 2. plotting to put a stop to this or 3. all of the above. i find it amusing. ok the happy just left...shit. i think theres a 'disease' for that...when your all teehee one second then quite depressed the next. lord they have a 'disease' for everything now and it really irks me. here i go complaining again. i'll stop for her sake.

mmm

i feel all warm and fuzzy...which surprises me cause i normaly go no-where near a computer but strait to bed...aah but ne ways. we finally got to snomobile to-day and it was the highlight of the week...except for the obvious (to me, ne ways ;) well i of course have nothing to say except everybody should give me more sugar in a days time...seriously. okay by alls