uhhh

we ended up not going. i was overjoyed. i'm 50% stupid. hmm. aaaaaaAAA. i'm only wearing a towell, and it keeps on fallinf of so when i brush my hair it brushes me...nm. no, i am not so lazy i can not get off me arse to get clothes. i just don't feel like wearing them. i have nothing much else to say, except that i am getting a new rat soon. mr. sqeekums is a walking corpse, so i am making preparations for the inevitable vacancy...chow.

grr

we are going to church tomorow...somebody out there better be feeling sorry for me. i loathe it with a passion. ah well. i guess i can live with an hour and a half of complete monotonuss boredumb in really uncomfortable clothes...*fizzle-bo-sizzles. i watched alien versus predator. IT WAS FRIKINN awesome man. i could watch that thrice. i'm stuffed with chicken wings, corn and popcorn. just to let ya know. i also created another two accounts to-day. one is on this really hot quiz site (it is actually a dating site, but i'm in it for the quizzes ;) and the other is...uhhh...i forget. dang. my nails are dirty. i'm going insane. i keep on hearing people screaming, only it is constant, and the screams are waaay to long for any normal person to produce. well, thats it for now cock-roaches.

simply irresista-bowl (guffaw)

my bra is getting quite uncomfortable...im gonna take it off. hang on. ahhh. now, back to buisiness. i have that applebees commercial swimming in my brain. its none too pleasant. i have a libido overflow. teehee. that rymes. i realized how much of a sexual freak i am. hmm. yah. anyway. i just watched blade trinity earlier. it was the shit. a bit corny at some points, but yah gotta live with some things. emily, the sister, is at b-lo's tonight, so i get to sleep in her bed. at first i didn't want to for fear of her wrath, but then mom said that she was going to so i said i would. yay. i'm soo nice today. my lower left mandible hurts for no obvios reason...queer. i also reallised that there is a 'profile' device on yahoo. i messed with that a bit. i also watched aviator, and will watch alien versus (sp?) predator tomorow night. and probably blade again. hey, mr.k is obsessed with the matrix, kenny is obsessed with resident evil; i have blade to obsess over. yeah. i got my life all planned out now. well, i am now going to cease sharing my thoughts with you non-existant idiots and am now going to take my leave. (not all of you are idiots. i can name 7 who aren't, and thats about it.)

morning already?

i hear birds. it ust be morning. i should scurry off to me room.

what i have, what you need

fucking, sucking,
penatrating, masterbating,
lust, bust, make love, let's fuck,
sex sex, bumping, humping,
grinding, pounding, wet, sliding,
fast, leather, metal, silk, lace,
slap slap slap, thump thump thump,
moans, screams, everything in between,
faster harder, now now now,
give it to me, take it from me,
tied down, hurts so nice, please i want it,
i think i came twice, watch me bleed, all i need,
in knuckel deep, tell me when it hurts, but it feels too good,
whimper and beg, can we please, give it to me, give it to me,
now now now, more more more, dirty little whore,
if you ask nice, give it all, cry and plead,
what i have, what you need.

satisfactiod

aaahhh. i am freezing. i have no idea what time it is. let me check...only 15 min. till 1. i thought it would be later than that. it is going to probably be a long morning, seeing as i forget what it was i wanted to do...i now remember one thing. good. why, you ponder? because i am staying up till three to make my daddy breakfast, just like he told me not to do...hagagagaga. oops. i forgot to take a shower...now that would be...........uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....mmmm...lemme think...3-5 days that i havent bathed, showered if you are one of those annoyingly specific people. if you are, well i aint gonna say it cause we all kno what happened the last time i got myself worked up...right, RIGHT?! who cares. i knows tha answer to that; no one! YaaAAaYYy! poop. now i am getting worked up...poopy on mah soupy. do you think i write to much? i do not know, so tell me if i do, k? K?! k. tteeeteehee. kkk. i made a funny. mah kneez hurt. maybe its because i have been sitting with me leggs crossed for about 5 hours. i think.8:30 to one is abowt 5, wouldncha saaay? grr. im cold. and kinda bored. and i dont know when grooop-ahhh iz cuz...ill stop that sentence right...about...now. i dont like even numbers, clocks, (actually i love clocks, but most of the time she does not for some reason) and windows. at night anyway. they give me the creeps. my legs are sticking together from sweat, even though i am very cold. i could just get my drugrug, but my ass is glued to this very spot. so THERE. uh. i just created a jolt account. i ain't going to tell you it, cause im mean like that, as joe found out earlier...meeheehee. im so bad. and vain. and quite weak(physically, you ning com poops!!!) im still cold. no, i DO NOT have anything INTERESTING to SAY, SO get OVER IT!!! okay, bitches. im leaving your sorry asses now. why, you must ask again? cause i said so uh. i miss people terribly...i would feel all nice and gushy inside if you would communicate with me. pwitty tity pweeez?

i have three people in my mind...i cant decide. they are all wonderfull. its quite mind racking, and heart breaking. they are all i can think about...its driving me crazy. just yesterday one called here, and just the sound of their voice made me want that person...i wish suicide was an option. if it was, i would not be typing this.

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen
Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen
Doch der Abend wirft ein
Tuch aufs Landund auf die Wege hinterm
Waldesrand
Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr
Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die SekundenLohnen nicht
Auf den Ästen in den Gräbenist es nun still und ohne Leben
Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr
Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht ohne dich

oh yah

i need some suggestions for linkes. anything might do. i would just like more than 3 down there...they look lonely. oh shit. gotta go.

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i just found out that my sister reads my blog. i was shocked. but now that i have a new one, i doubt she will figure it out...meeheehee. oh wait. she could just go to my profile...i think. i also hope not, hmm. i am quite sad at the moment, cause i found out that the person i am *interested* in is also interested in someone else, and that someone will probably use her. i am frustrated. *steams. i found out that i am an obsessive compulsive nail cleaner. i finally came to this conclusion when it dawned on me that most people probably dont clean their nails untill they bleed. interesting, eh? well, now that i have bored the crap right out of you, i will be taking my leave. oh wait. i have more to say. HI HOUSTEN!!! just had to get that off me chest. somebody pleez im me, even if you are just going to say hi and ditch me like the losers i am. im so lonely, with no-one to talk to but my sister (who i couldnt have an interesting talk with if i tried) and this blogg. grr. now im mad. i reallized that none of the people who do care so mauch as to say 'hi' even have anything good to talk about...well. WELL, just incase no-body knew, me yahoo majigg is pile_of_pickles (shnazzy, eh?) okay. i gotta stop before i make even more of an idiot of myself. gravy i wish i knew when the next group is...i havent gone to like 3 of them. although i doubt anyone else has either for that matter. im leaving. hope you all have a nice life. psyche.

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