i feel so terrible

this is two days in a row that i have failed to keep a decent seat available for sam. next time i dont, you should slap me. yap

holy schit

this weekend i was a social butterfly. on thursday i went to le dance which yoo will also hear about in a different post, then on friday i went to saras party which lasted till saturday, and once i got home about a half an hour later i went to houstens. once i got THERE (at about 2) i sat there and played mario cart and super smash brothers untill about 6, because then we went rollerskating. it was ass loads of fun. then lets just say for the most part untill i left i played ssb. when i finally got home i did close to nothing. wow. if anybody has any c.a smith or c.s. lewis books yoo should let me read them. it would be nice, seeing as i might go nuts otherwise. well have a nice day all

i <3 kisses

which is why i lurve valentines day. hershey kisses you idiot! although i did get some real kisses which was nice..i went to the dance last night and it was rather entertaining even though i missed out on an opportunity to spend some time. grrr im such an idiot...

haha im sick

well tomorow is joe's b-day. i was originally going to crochet him a penis-cover, but then decided not to. thats all


as to the title,i must say ive come,slowly but yes, to reallize i have quite the fascination with pale/white skin. i wouldn't want it myself,but i am becoming obsessd by it. sick passion is the word for the day; ell well i guess that ill just put it on my obsessions list...
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Jetzt hast du Angst und ich bin soweitmein schwarzes Blut versaut dir das Kleid

Mein schwarzes Blut und dein weißes Fleischich werd immer geiler von deinem Gekreischder Angstschweiß da auf deiner weißen Stirnhagelt in mein krankes Gehirn

Jetzt hast du Angst und ich bin soweitmein krankes Dasein nach Erlösung schreitdein weißes Fleisch wird mein Schafottin meinem Himmel gibt es keinen Gott

tonight we went to the movies

at first i was content, becasue i got to spend time with people, later i was glad becasue i remembered about a certain some-one, then was glad becasue he didnt come. i guess it was rather win-win; although i could have had more sweedish fish...