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i have been away for a few days...yeah. it was almost great. but the second night i was there i realized something and cryed...wow. i do not do that often. (or at all) i wonder if people who are ever so happily 'in love' it fases (sp?) them that there are also other people out there who ALSO 'love' them...not that it would matter. ahhh. i finally painted me oh-so-lusciuos nails, and consequently they have not bled or been in any sort of pain for some days. yay. i got a bee stingy majig on me toe, and it is all swollen...makes it difficult to walk. not because of the size, you tushie-head. it is just sore. pffssst. i know, that was the most interesting thing you have heard ALL DAY LONG. i wish emily would stop being so mean. lately (as in the past 7 or so months) she has been really unkind...and for no obvious reason. if it is my fault, which it probably is, i hope she will tell me so i can fix it. i do not think i have been bad for her, although she will say i have. sigh. i am concerned for her...anyway. i wish i could go away with a passion. or love. does not have to be an actuall relationship, could just be good friends...but that is also asking to much of this selfish and heartless world. i am such a hippie...but who cares. i think we all know the answer to that. i will stop wasting your 'time'.