ahhh

she caught me staring at her for like the 5th time. i feel like an idiot. at least kyle is back. he greeew. YAY. he would not tell me if he went through puberty or not. i HATE the schools key-boards. and my 'french' class. this school only has 2 languages, french and spanish. i do NOT want to learn french. grrr. me and brad both agreed on this and that we are both going to flunk. i think i did something to some-one to-day that they did not appreciate. if this is you, i am sorry. ne way. i had devil's dance in me head all day looong. i also have to re-paint me nails. maybe even cut them, seeing as we may be doing something in gym (which i also loathe. maybe if morey would go away [or die] it would be better...*seethe) which requires this. hmmm. scratch that. i like them too much.

Hey
I’m your life
I’m the one who takes you there
Hey
I’m your life
I’m the one who cares
They
They betray
I’m your only true friend now
They
They’ll betray
I’m forever there

hmm

i have alot to say, but i do not know how to say. hmmm. i am boreded and confused. somebody talk to meee.

ahhh

i went to emily's spiffy little color guard thing to-day and got me social on. i was a complete social butterfly. psyke. i feel nice now that school started, although the first days i was quite hyper for some reason...i will have to see to that. my throat hurts. well, no. not my throat. my mouth, riiight below my tongue. oucha. i should reely repaint my nails. too bad gwen flunked. poo. i long.

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my computer is usch a re-tard. i will not go into details because there is too many to remember. i got back from my wonderfull trip with my wonderfull friend and her wonderfull family. it was awesome. i hope joe did not delete his blogg, and that me computer is till being a retard cause it ain't showing up...ach. i forgot to see what is in the movies. not that it would matter. emily is coming back tomorow. it was really nice with-out her constantly bitching at me. i am doing backflips i am so excited that skool is going to start soon. i miss people sooo muchchchch. i wish i got the channel that has invader zim on it...i forget what it is called. we have a tornado warning to-night and i can not wait. i hope we actually get something good. i heart storms. it was beautifull out when i still could see. it was nice and dim, the wind was strong, not a patch of blue sky, absolutely gorgeous. it reminded me of a fantastic dream i had...or maybe it was not. i watched the matrix last night. it was most kewl. the blackberries in the fridge are going bad. hmmm. do you see anything different?

mr. sqeekums

march 15th, 2001-august 14th, 2005

sigh 

mr. s is hott 

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i have been away for a few days...yeah. it was almost great. but the second night i was there i realized something and cryed...wow. i do not do that often. (or at all) i wonder if people who are ever so happily 'in love' it fases (sp?) them that there are also other people out there who ALSO 'love' them...not that it would matter. ahhh. i finally painted me oh-so-lusciuos nails, and consequently they have not bled or been in any sort of pain for some days. yay. i got a bee stingy majig on me toe, and it is all swollen...makes it difficult to walk. not because of the size, you tushie-head. it is just sore. pffssst. i know, that was the most interesting thing you have heard ALL DAY LONG. i wish emily would stop being so mean. lately (as in the past 7 or so months) she has been really unkind...and for no obvious reason. if it is my fault, which it probably is, i hope she will tell me so i can fix it. i do not think i have been bad for her, although she will say i have. sigh. i am concerned for her...anyway. i wish i could go away with a passion. or love. does not have to be an actuall relationship, could just be good friends...but that is also asking to much of this selfish and heartless world. i am such a hippie...but who cares. i think we all know the answer to that. i will stop wasting your 'time'.

yay

i am going to the tioga county fair to-night. i would hope tp see some familiar faces. but hey. i think i am expecting to much if i hope something like that. hmmm. oh yah. i am not single ne more...yay. want details? come and get'm. i ain't movin.

i took a shower about 5 hours earlier, did not brush my hair all but once right after i got out...yes, that is a pretty evening gown is not it?! guffaw. hey, it serves it's purpose. 

i wish i could just sit here...and no one ever bother me...and not do anything. ahhh. just thinking about it makes me all mushy.

YES!!!

my sister is at band camp ALL WEEK LONG!!! yipeee. now i do not have to sit here all day listening to her bitching while watching daytime television. yay. i am a happy person. yesterday we went to one of john's camps. i am SOOO sore. oh my gosh, it was soo like, totally like wow. chya. i am bored. and still on people withdraw. i can not wait for school. one of me friend's (i will not mention their name) uncle wants to take me camping, so they are going to call me when they finally figure out when. it is taking forever. HURRY UP!!! GEEEEE-AAAAAAAAA i heart CaPs LOcK. bitches. ooo. i watched trailer fabulous and it is now on my awesome shows list. i am hungary...weeheeheee. drone dronedrone. me mother is making me do these retarded things...they do not need to be done; and it is my fudging week off for cock's sake!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i will leave you all to your pathetically me-free lives now.

YAY

this background is awesome, no? i know. you can not read almost anything...but who does anyway?! AHAHAHAhahaA! i feel so gay. aaahhh. i had a almost fun time last night. when we got there, i was pretty secure in the thought that no one else would be there. but there was. grrr. well, i did save a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to geico AND got to sit by korey's mom. YAY. i am in the process of deciding wether (sp?) or not to go to the AA picinicnicnic or not. hmmm. oh yah. and at mcy-d's i saw b-lo wizzz. wow. no body was looking so i followed him into the little boys room. i did not know they had yernals there that everybody could just peek into. O.o i am not wearing pants again. yesterday i wore nothing but a shirt. i wish i could go to the fair...somebody HELP me!!! okay. i am leaving now. not really. now i am.

not even satan would have sex with me...

i am bored. very bored to be exact.

backspace

i told my sister the night before last to wake me up when she was done on the computer. she told me that she did not because i looked so comfortable or something like that. if she wanted to stay on all night all she had to do was tell me. well, she did last night. *applauds. yeah. on to a different subject. i am wearing a nightgown right now. it is very large, and at the top around my chest there is some flower swirling all around it. no, not literly you idiots. i should really clip me nails, as it is hendering my typing. i think that is how i should spell it. emily keeps bugging me about getting back into shape, but i se no point in this, concerning the future. and i also see no point for the present. and no, if you idiots are still reading this, none for the past. if someone can give me a rational reason for this, feel free to give me input on this matter. yay. i do not like this subject. but seeing as there is nothing left in my boring ass life to talk about, alles wiedersehen.

lammas

today was alright untill just earlier. i guess good things might come out of this. i hope she knows what she is doing, and doesn't accept, if she hasn't already. i worry to much. i am quite disgusted with some one at the moment...again. but that is okay. it is his problem, not mine. anyways, i just watched a very comical episode of viva la bam. i have taken a liking to this show. i am wearing no paNts. i have not lost them, just am in the absence of them. nina called and her and her uncle want to take me camping. wow. somebody remembered my pitifull existence. i feel so loved. the ding damn myspace thing would not let me log in, so i had to create another one. so now i have about 3 things going on of this sort. ell well. once again, it is their problem (that they would waste their time on us idiotus). *snicker. oh yah. i made a new yahoo thing. once a friking gain, i am not going to publicly display it, i just wanted to do something. and i was in need of a private thing. meeheehee. i am quite surprised at the lengths my sister will talk. sometimes she will take all night, and earlier this evening she said she was calling brian. she did. she went up to her room of course, and about 3 minutes later came down and announced that sam was home or back or something. i was shocked. yeah. i am hoping you are happy that i just wasted close to 1 minute and 37 seconds of my life with you. now go and bore the crap right out of yourself somewhere else.

Kaitlin

i miss you sooo much. *whimper. anyway, i forget what i was going to say. uhhh. it will come to me. in the meantime, i would seriously appreciate some suggestions for links. i do not know why, but it bothers me how few i have. you can even request your blogg.