maybe i should...

today was ok. lunch was chaos and after that my classes were bleh as ever. haha but i can fit my bracelet in my ear...it makes me feel good. i dont think im liking school as much as i thought i would...i thought maybe i would enjoy being around my friends, but...i dont know. i guess id rather just sit around all day learning about stuff i care about without being surrounded by idiots. theres a few people i enjoy being around and can actually talk to...but everyone else just irkes me. i guess thats what i get for being a reformed pessimist. haha i always berate my dad for being one, when he actually isnt hes just a jackass but i think i hate the human race even more...i amaze myself. whats worse than ten babies nailed to a tree? one baby nailed to ten trees. hahahahaha i love that joke...i had to jolly up the blog a bit so i thought id post it.
ive been thinking alot lately about what im going to do with myslef, because what im doing now, i just dont think is going to work out, or make things better. well ive reallized that evrything i do or will try to do is not only pointless but ill mess it up anyways so i think ill take a different route...maybe something will come out of it. who knows. i really really wish i didnt have to go to school now cause my peers are all idiots and make me uncomfortable and i prefer comfort. comfort is good...sorry. hm me foots asleep. i got a plan...tomorow morning im gonna do some magic so i can concentrate and maybe my day will be better. haha...magic...i crack myself up. i guess ill have to go soon and set the alarm then so i can get up bright n early. bye!