painkillers

yesterday there was alot of mone spent on me...both my own and the parents'. i feel quite bad about it, but hey. its not like its a bad thing getting some new clothes and such.
since i wasnt there, josh and jake were left by themselves...to cook...scary. well the chicken looks edible so im impressed. mrs. a expects alot from me since josh and jake dont even know what bisquick is, so it makes me incredibly nervous in that class...but it makes me feel kinda good too, cause i like make sure they dont mess up and stuff. its...cool.
ooo and today madel gave me a bunch of filler paper. it made me feel so incredibly warm and fuzzy.
i got a new earing, a new cd and shoes yesterday. haha when i went up to the cashier to ask how much the earing costed, i could not stop stuttering. it was extremely embarassing then, but now i find it pretty funny.
oh god i just read something. i think ill stop here before i get all emotional on blog. i wish i could talk though..