k

welll...im a confused camper right now. and whats worse is...over 2 things. for other people this may be ok...but im not good at being confused. or something
but anyways, last night was awsome and i just got back form the movies. it was ok...but afterward i saw a bunch of people including jesse (!) which ade my day. cause...he always showers me with lovins (and fags ;) and it makes me feel like a little less of a loser, and he's just like one of my best homies eva.
my fingernail polish is chipping. i may have to repaint. someday...
welllllll i feel really spiritually vacant right now, and i think its cause of my studies. so im going to stop. for any of you who dont know, physics is like...my life. so this is big. for me anyways...so ill probably post about it alot. haha im like mom quitting fags only more of a loser and less of a life. i guess as far as my actual 'spirituallity' is concerned im not lacking...but..i dont know. it would take a bit to explain and i dont feel like it. just generalizing here.
there was something else...that happened this week that i wanted to discuss..hmmm...i forget, but in the meantime ill talk about how jemima is bloating. she's bloated. before she was concave...now she's more like a blister than a crater. speaking of blisters..i got another two mystery blisters, and 2 mystery bruises, and only three weee little mystery scratches. yeah i think i might start keeping track of thses things...cause...i feel like it.
well thats enough for the mysteries for today.
oo i saw kayla yesterday too...i didnt know how much i missed her. i dont care how much she dissapoints me or how mch of a loser she thinks i am i think ill always miss her and such
i watched this thing on channel 3...it was like a comedy opera. maybe theyll show it again.
confusion confusion...hopefully it wont turn out bad. thats all i have to say.
goodnight!