cause this may be the last time you hear the boogie song

as for my body,,things arent so well. earlier i sneezed and blood went everywhere. when i went to the bathroom to wipe it all up, at least another half spoonfull came out. but i do feel about ten times better; you see, the polyp grew back, and that sneeze popped it. it was hard to talk and breathe. then theres max, and something else i wont mention...
but other than that im pretty cool. i have been in the back of my mind quite depressed as some people may have noticed...but i feel so much more calm lately. i love it. me and snugglemuffins had a little talk and things are quite better, from my point of view anyways. i think i got a little smile out of someone which makes me quite happy.
argh except for those stinkin grades.
ooo the party is tomorow. im hoping i can get as much lovin out of kyle as possible :3.
i keep on trying to find rashelle in the mornings so i can give her a bag of candy to give to sam, but i can nver find her...ell well i'll get lucky some day.
i have something i want to say to somebody...i dont want to here cause..i dont know. i just dont. its times like thses when i wish me and kyle were into the same things, besides music and video games.
argh those frikin grades. pray for me.
well goodevening/night.