no dont drop me now; i'll sink into the underground

all i want right now is some love..is that so much? people say its not gonna last...i dont care. i'm just going to do what i do when i encounter any other problem; ignore it and hope it gets better. ugh i wish it would get better though...i wonder if its a coincidence that quite possibly the worst time of my life happens to be right now...
but hey lets pull a liz and ignore this for the rest of the post
denny and austin and his girlfriend kila are up...she's pretty cool. school is going terrible. i got myself into debate even though i suck at every aspect of it. oh boy. i'm excited for thanksgiving though. kyle may come up sometime...maybe it will turn out good. i dont want to love anyone else...as you may know i'm rather pessimistic, and therefore think almost everyone else is idiots. yeah i'm pathetic. but what more can you expect?
alright i've gotten off topic. but hey who cares. i have more i want to write...but i'll write it somewhere else. just dont think i dont love him or something like that...thats just crazy. it's just his feelings i wonder about..
how did i know this was going to happen?